Tuesday, 29 May 2012

Huangshan, pandas and whales

"Turning his Back on all Earthly Desires"  136 x 205 cm. oil on canvas. 2010


Panda (as Buddah)






Rainbow (detail)

"Dreamtime Encounter with a Whale" 136 x 205 cm.oil on canvas. 2009
close-up of whale and boats

close-up of island

"Turning his back on all Earthly Desires" is a painting influenced by my travels in China in 2008. I had originally planned on taking the train from Beijing to Lhasa in Tibet. The 3,750 km trip covers 1,110 km over the world's highest Qinghai-Tibet railway. I had booked the ticket for the 12th May 2008. I was very excited, only to have my dream shattered as during this time there had been riots in Tibet which had started as anti-Chinese protests (in the run up to the Olympics in Beijing) which then turned to violence and hence Tibet closed its borders to all press and travellers. In hindsight, the riots and consequent ban of entry to Tibet saved my life as my train ticket was booked on the day of the devastating Chinese earthquake in the Sichuan province killing 70,000 people and leaving 18,000 missing.

My reasons for visiting Tibet had been totally fuelled by the desire to immerse myself in the beautiful, wild landscape of this amazing country and actually feel as though I was inside one of my paintings. So I was left slightly devastated, but there was still China to explore and I headed to the Yellow Mountains(Huangshan) - a famous mountain range in the Anhui province, enlisted as a World Heritage Site by UNESCO in 1990 It has been the frequent subject of traditional Chinese paintings and poetryand it's not difficult to understand why. This landscape had me feeling like I had arrived in Nirvana, it is breathtakingly beautiful and serene with hundreds of peaks and thousands of ravines. It is like being in a magical fairyland....the painting captures this feeling, with endless peaks, clouds and waterfalls. I wanted to celebrate this magnificent landscape and who better to overlook the composition but the laughing Buddha himself. You can spot him in the far top left of the painting, disguised as a rock...infact he appeared quite mysteriously without any intention on my part. The giant panda, on the other hand being a symbol of China, was a deliberate comment on how the effect of industrialization and growth continues to endanger this beloved creature. Believed to have come into this world over 600,000 years ago, now only about 1,000 pandas are left in the wild in reserves set aside by the government. Adding to the cost of their homes, poachers have killed off thousands and continue to do so as the price of panda fur rises (a panda hide can fetch up to $200,000 in Japan). As their population in the wild continues to decrease, these wonderful mammals may not have much time left which is very saddening and perhaps another negative symbol of the old world versus the new. On a happier note, can you spot the rainbows in the painting? There are two and they were very tricky to paint!


"Dreamtime Encounter with a Whale" was again influenced by my trip to China. It was actually inspired by a dream I had. In the dream, I was in a boat, quite close to the shore of a big city (perhaps one in China). I looked over towards another, bigger boat and thought, "hmmm, I'd rather be on that boat" (is the grass greener?), so without giving it much thought I jumped out of mine and dived into the ocean only to come face to face with a colossal whale. It was an absolutely lucid encounter, and quite unforgettable. I swam the length of the whale and then we looked into each others eyes, it was very profound. I was very upset to see that the whale had red eyes, as if he/she was suffering in some way, or perhaps giving me a warning? In hindsight I think the whale had swam inland too far and was in danger. I will never forget this encounter, it was a truly fantastical experience.

Sunday, 20 May 2012

Lonely Hunters

Lonely Hunters collage 22.9cm x 30.5cm 2010


Lonely Hunters oil on canvas 153 x 183 cm 2012



moody sky (detail)



starry sky (detail)


dark horseman crossing the river (detail)

owl (detail)
hunter on Pegasus (detail)
dark horseman (detail)





monkey hunter (detail)


"Lonely Hunters" is one of my collages which I thought would work really well as a large painting. I pretty much followed the original composition and it was really interesting to see how the painting developed along with some unforeseen changes. This is my latest oil on canvas, which I finished about a week ago.

The main horseman demanded to be riding Pegasus, and appears to be breaking out from the moody sky and leaping into the light. I particularly like the way the sky turned out, it gives the painting depth. The mountains had to be green, red just didn't work for me. I love green, it is my favourite colour and the one I always reach for first. I have been using green as my main colour for 7 years now and I find it so expansive. I associate it with rebirth, regeneration and growth amongst many other things. It feels very peaceful and calming to work with. Green is also the colour associated with the heart chakra which serves to remind me that I continue to work from this place, the healing continues.....

I decided to put a third owl into the mix and play around with the scale of the creatures. The river has movement and the breaking wave confuses it a little as it also could be perceived as the ocean. 

I feel this painting is very significant of the times we are living in. The only thing that is certain is that everything is in flux, there is constant movement. We can choose to flow with life and ride the waves, or resist it stay in our fear. The eggs are symbolic of new ideas, new beginnings, rebirth. This painting is about tapping into your inner wisdom, conquering your fears and experiencing the Great Shift in consciousness which is happening on an epic level. Wake up everybody! - it's 2012......the Big Awakening. Time to step it up, embrace the changes and stay very present, it is an amazing time to be alive on this beautiful planet.

Here is a simple but poignant Native American story:

A native American grandfather was talking to his grandson about how he felt.
He said "I feel as if I have two wolves fighting in my heart. One wolf is the vengeful, angry, violent one. The other wolf is the loving, compassionate one". The grandson asked him, "Which wolf will win the fight in your heart?"...The grandfather answered, "The one I feed".


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